new year new me?
Hello there! Hasn't been here for quite a long while. It's currently around 1:45 am and I don't feel sleepy yet, so I decide to write down something that has been going through my mind lately. Oh, first of all, hello 2020. And it is already March, I feel like I have been through so much already, and that's correct... I have been feeling anxious, worried and self-doubted quite often for the past few weeks. A lot of things happened all within the same month and I still didn't believe that they actually happened. I had such high hope and was so excited about my vacation which was planned like 3 months ago, but due to the virus outbreak, a lot of my travel plans have been cancelled. After a super long-delayed and stressful journey flying back to Canada, I found out that I have been laid off from my work due to the workload shortage, so with that being said, oh I gotta restart everything and find a job. And yet, and I still couldn't mentally believe this happen...